the contemplative csa

gingham gifWe joined a CSA this year, and last week we started picking up.

I like the walk. The distribution is in a part of our neighborhood I never really go to–in my 2.5 years of living here, I’ve carved out my own small town, and never venture outside it much. I don’t know if it’s the Midwesterner in me or if I’m just really unadventurous (I guess those could be related), but I have my beaten path, and the CSA site is definitely off of it. There are new-to-me restaurants on Washington, kids being walked home from school by their parents, and new houses to imagine living in. It’s pleasant.

And walking when I’m not preoccupied about directions or necessarily getting somewhere on time lends itself to good thinking. The type of thinking where my mind wanders from one topic to the next, making unexpected connections (some brilliant, some dead ends). I wrote very lovely sentences for this blog post on the walk, then promptly forgot them when I sat down, which is of course the trouble. I’m not ready to start dictating to my iphone, but someday. Someday.

Once my tote is loaded up with veggies, the return trip is a bit different. I like to think through the washing and drying of the produce, of how I’m going to store everything and what we might want to make first. About two blocks from the apartment, when my shoulder is falling off, I begin to curse the bok choy. It is heavy and a very unnecessary vegetable.

At home I begin my veggie ritual. I lay out fresh kitchen towels and start washing everything. As I’ve gotten older –I’ll be 27 tomorrow– I’ve started to enjoy these mundane tasks a bit. Maybe it’s not quite a pleasure, but there’s satisfaction in prepping all of our produce for the week. I like to putter at it, listening to Wait Wait or very regrettable music, and alternate between de-stemming kale and packing away lettuce.

By now it’s well after six and totally appropriate to open wine. And so I do.

so many things

Jess at the Love List got me thinking a bit more critically about blogging because of this post. I’ve clearly been posting a lot less, even less than my typical once a week or so.

A lot of the blogs I used to read were compelling daily visits because they aligned with my life. Decorating my apartment? Heck yes I want to swallow whole every single decorating blog. Lots of disposable income? Okay, let’s read all these lifestyle/personal style blogs and buy some crap. Now that I’m pretty much done with decorating my apartment, or at least certainly not looking for ideas for a complete redo, and now that we’re trying to stick to a budget so that we can reach some savings goals, all those former favorite blogs are just doing nothing for me. The ones I’m sticking around for are the ones where I either know the blogger personally or really, really like the voice. So, not too many.

And as a result, I feel like I have nothing to blog about since I am neither decorating nor shopping for crap. We were going to renovate our kitchen, but you might have heard that Tumblr was sold, and so we’re holding off on any major purchases for the apartment until we know how this sale shakes out for us. We aren’t holding our breath for anything, but the slim chance we do receive a small share, that could be enough to push our current savings over the edge for a down payment. Thus, the waiting.

The blogging mantra of only showing the most positive parts of your life is wearing thin for me, as well. We’re all complicated people, with more interests than swooning over the newest Kate Spade; I’m ready for something less easily categorized and described. I want to talk about how I think Don Draper is a sociopath, what the eff is going on with the NSA, how my dog puts her head on my pillow like a person (adorable!), the ways in which I love a good chintz, why I’m watching the  middling Longmire only because I really really love Katee Sackhoff (or maybe I just really loved her as Kara Thrace and can’t get over it), and yes, the newest Kate Spade obsession.

So basically, my twitter feed (I am so sorry if you follow me on twitter and look for design-related things. I am no good for that). I’m not sure how this shakes out or even what this proposed blog looks it, or if it can work here. I’m just a little tired of half-heartedly hewing to a certain formula, one that has worked marvelously for other people, but not for me.

I’m ready for an old school blogging comeback. Onward!

cordelia’s quote

cordelias quote

King Lear is my jam. It’s one of those texts that you can read over and over, and each time you’ll walk away with something new.

I went to the Botanic Garden’s Rose Night last night, and the sight of rows and rows of blooming roses left me feeling quite the same way as Cordelia here. Words are paltry.

nina campbell wallpaper

nina campbell wallpaper
I was searching my Pinterest boards for this image of a tv mounted on dark wallpaper, and then of course, I needed to know about the wallpaper. I vaguely remembered it from the Domino book, so I flipped through it and behold, the wallpaper in question was designed by Nina Campbell, a decorator and Rita Konig’s mother. Aha!

I went through the patterns and found quite a few feminine patterns with dark backgrounds. These are my favorites!

{Clockwise from top left: Peony Place / Swan Lake / Farfalla / Penrose}

style for may

style for may

May has been a fickle month for us in NYC. The weather can’t seem to settle on a season, though I confess I’m glad we haven’t reached higher temps yet–last summer was brutally hot, which is not much fun in an apartment with just one dinky window air conditioner.

I have a particular fondness for jacket weather, or really any weather where jeans and sleeves (or a light jacket) will get you through the day. While I love the layered look on other people, I always revert to very basic outfits. Uniforms can be good.

{Chance top / J.Crew bracelet / Jack Rogers sandals / Background: Schumacher Zebra Palm Linen Print}